When I run. Running makes me feel fantastic, absolutely amazing. Not that I’m made of light or sunshine or any of those clichés, running makes me feel like I’m made of lungs and bone and muscle and sinew. Running makes me inhabit my body and it feels amazing.

I also feel fantastic when i create. Doesn’t really matter what but when i make something really fucking good, something I feel is amazing, that feels amazing. Drawing, painting, designing, writing, anything. It feels good.

I love that I’m creative. i love that I’m empathic and kind. I love that I have carved a self like this out of the really shitty circumstances I grew up in. I love my interest in things. I wish I was more interested in things. i love when i love things.

I’m aware, maybe hyper aware at times, of how what i do affects other people. 

I like solving puzzles, and I like that I like solving puzzles. In fact, thats it, I like that I like what I like

I’m very unbiased, and I try take all information into account. 

Hmmm, I don’t have many constructive habits. 

I suppose reading. Choosing to educate myself when its not totally necessary. 

I also have this thing, a memory jar, where I write a little note about what happened and put it in the jar. That’s cool.

I like running, if that counts as a habit. God I love running. I only started it like a month or so ago, but its the best thing ever. It’s less of a habit though, more of a craving.

I do my best to be kind.

I never ignore someone who starts a conversation with me. I try help people who need help, I just try to be nice. I try to be supportive.

I guess that’s my favourite part of my personality all together, I try.

I can honestly say I love my boobs.

And I like my shoulders, round my collarbone…

other than that, not very much.

I guess I like my eyes, when I’m wearing glasses and eyeliner. They’re an awesome colour

and my lips are lovely and full, I feel wonderfully pouty sometimes.

the only problem is that while my big round eyes and big round lips are beautiful, they currently reside in a big round face, Which lessens the impact.

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Intake for today:

• Scrambled egg on toast.
• Tea
• 1 Potato, cabbage, a fillet of fish, with butter on the potatoes.
• tea x 3
• A flapjack

Not great, but I’m trying to keep track of it

prettylilanna:

So I’ve been doing the challenge for 3 days now, but I only just now found the list of days, so for anyone else looking for it: here ya go!

Day one: A facial feature you like on yourself

Day two: A physical feature you like on yourself

Day three: A part of your personality that you like

Day four: A habit you have that you like

Day five: Something about the way you think that you like

Day six: Something about the way you just are that you like

Day seven: When do you feel best about yourself? Why?

Day eight: The last time you smiled when someone complimented you. What was the compliment and why did you smile?

Day nine: Something that you yourself do that makes you smile. Why?

Day ten: Why are you the way you are?

Day eleven:  Do you like the way you are? Why or why not?

Day twelve: If you could change something about your personality, what would it be and why?

Day thirteen: What do you think of your smile?

Day fourteen: What do you think of your laugh?

Day fifteen: Why do you think people are attracted to you, either friend-wise or romantically?

Day sixteen: The last thing you did that made you smile

Day seventeen: Another thing you like about yourself

Day nineteen: Is there a particular outfit/article of clothing/accessory you like on yourself? Why or why not?

Day twenty: If you finish this challenge and still feel that your confidence is low, would you be willing to do it again? Why or why not?

Day twenty-one: When do you feel your most attractive? Why?

Day twenty-two: What do you think others like about your personality?

Day twenty-three: What physical feature do others seem to find most attractive about you?

Day twenty-four: What is your definition of “beautiful”?

Day twenty-five: Do you often compliment other people?

Day twenty-six: What is your favorite compliment to give and receive, and why?

Day twenty-seven: Do you often accept compliments? If not, why?

Day twenty-eight: Do you feel good about yourself today? Why or why not?

Day twenty-nine: When you don’t feel good about yourself, what do you do to change that, if anything?

Day thirty: Are you happy with yourself?

A new project <3

that neglect has coincided with me neglecting my weight-loss and fitness journey, and neglecting myself.

So right now I just want to get back on track. I am doing some house-keeping and re-evaluation, and I think I’ll be a lot more active on here in future :)